I got two shoots tomorrow back to back. Im nervous, scared at the same time. My best friend is there with me to be creative director, i got a good team on deck. my mind is so scattered. Why am i sad thats the question, I stressed so much today just to get things done and ready. I’m tired. It’s pretty lonely where I am. But count down 5 days till I get to leave and escape from this place. I wish you can wish me luck, I think if its just you I’d feel more calm.